Was just sitting here at work at all hours of the night, which is normal and I was delete some e-mail off of Yahoo. As I’m clicking on check boxes I noticed that a lot of them were invites from Yahoo 360 and sent within the last week or so.

‘Damn, I got a lot invites’ I thought to myself as I started to go through the links to see who these people were. As I go through my friends list I see a trend. With the exception of EJ, Karsh, G and Kristin all the invites I go were from big chicks. Not to offend anyone because there ain’t anything wrong with a big chicks, I mean pussy is pussy. It’s just that I never paid attention to who was sending me invites until now.

Anyway.. I need to go send out some emails and take advantage of my new found popularity. :twisted_wp:

I really need to get my car fixed soon. For the last 2 years I hand my piece of shit, the passenger side of my car floods when it rains. Its not a drip or a leak but more like a seepage from the bottom or the car which doesn’t sound logical at all. Essentially this started after I had my windshield replace. But it didn’t rain until a month and a half after I got it done so I could blame anyone.

Mostly I end up being lazy and not remove the water out of my car so as I drive around, back and forth to water you can here the sloshing. One time I actually had little bean sprout things growing of the carpet. At the point I realized I let this go to far and had the inside of my car detailed and disinfected.

So why do I bring this up… well it rained today, hard. But we needed it after 100 degree heat. So Now I have to go through the process of cleaning my car out, since I don’t believe having a few inches of water counts for me to use the car pool lane.

After yesterday’s rain the sun came out briefly and most of the water dried up. Then after I got to work, the sky literally dump a shitload of water on us. After 20 minutes my car had accumulated that much water.

A cartoon about mental breakdowns, delirium and psychoses. At what point do you lose all hope and pray for some deranged bat-welding middle schooler to knock you the fuck out and absolve you of all your worries and problems? What happens if this maniac isn’t really real?

Essentially thats how the first half of this anime series deals with. But if you were looking from a review I suggest you go to Buzz Scope (formally Pop-Culture Shock), they’re better at it.

Unfortunately this is about me and my fucked up life. I realized that with all my Expending Energy, I’ve run into the same quality issue AGAIN. Pretty much, I’ve been sticking my dick in negros it doesn’t belong in, essentially dudes unworthy on me or as Bernard puts it eloquently… Barneys.

At first I thought I was deep rooted superficial reason (how’s that for a contradiction) dealing with my own self image or self esteem or maybe my inability to say ‘No’. I’ve yet to come to any conclusion but I know I need to kick my vices aka The Dick Sites. Overall I need I help, maybe there really is a Li’l Slugger and maybe I need him to crack my skull back open for me.

I’m not longer that 19 year old, worrying about my next paycheck from Purdue, trying to balance getting ass and going to class. I’ve written about my first heartbreak to my to my first car. I’ve been doing this for five years and yet every post always seem like my first.

Again I want to thank everyone for their support the last week or so but its time I got back to some normalcy on this site. And by normalcy I mean the complete and utter mundane bullshit I churn out on a semi-daily basis.

So what have I been up too? Nothing but sitting around my place, getting Live Search working on my site, talking with my twin, drinking, expending energy and reading blogs. I’ve been working on my manifesto, watching prime time television and pretty much been sitting around in my draws, twiddling my thumbs and other appendages.

I’ve pretty much decided that I won’t reach my 500 entry mark by my 5th year blog anniversary on the 17th. After thinking about it, I felt that it really wasn’t inportant. In all honesty, I write this shit for me, its just nice that somebody may read this and may be going through something similar or maybe connect with it on some level.

It’s a new fiscal year, and I need to start something to occupy myself. I started a LiveJournal page, chronicling some of the exploits I would dare mentioning here. I’m starting my DVD collection over from scratch. I picked up some excellent Kung Fu titles like Master of the Flying Guillotine and Five Deadly Venoms all I need is Master Killer and some other classics and I’ll be set.

I just want to take the time to thank everyone for their support in the light of my recent drama. But I also wanted to acknowledge those who decide to kick me when I was down. Just know that I may be under now, I’ll be back with throat punches galore.

I brought this up wince I just got off the phone with my cable company Wide Open West. They were one of the places I called the day after the break in since the lil’ fuckwads took my cable box/DVR. Now I’m stuck with a $700 replacement fee, unless the Hammond PD can recover the box. Really, really fucked up, but not as much has having to pay $400 to get my car out of South Surbuban Cook County impound after it was stolen out of my driveway. See its one thing to not get a fuck when someone else is struggling but to out right kick em when they’re down is fucking evil. I hope WOW Cable and Sibley Towing can burn in the hotest part of hell.

I’m pretty much in a fucked up mood right now. I went home from lunch and my front door was wide open. It seems some little bastard cut one of my windows screens climbed through my living room window and preceeded to take shit. They took all 350 DVDs including my porn, my stereo receiver, my digital cable box with DVR, my PS2 & Gamecube, both DVD players and my bedroom TV. I can’t find my living room phone, they were about to take my powerbook and Mac mini as they were stacked up on my dresser but didn’t and my cheater box was on my front porch still attached to the cable wire in my bedroom. Its kind of fucked cuz my plans for the weeked were to catch up on my shows and watch movies that I haven’t opened yet. Just when things were looking good. I need to go. Forgive me if I don’t answer IMs or phone calls.

*Update*