If one more person says, “You’re so lucky” or “It could have been worse” I’mma fucking crush their muh fucking skull. This has just been such a bad time for me I can’t even put it into words. I’m tired of describing my accident, I’m still having bad dreams about it, I’m can’t feign smiling anymore, its just so fucking fake. I want retribution but I know I’ll be getting none.
I’m trying to be positive, I was uploading my cds to the new hard drive I got and the Destiny’s Child song Happy Face came on. The lyrics made me think that maybe shit is getting better, then I get up Sunday morning and my car is fucking gone. Nothing left but oil spots in my driveway. And at 4:45am that song had no fucking meaning to me. There was no sunshine, there was no Happy Face. Good thing I got some comfortable shoes
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